Good morning

Oh how I love a good cup of coffee in the morning and this morning I made the best cup. I hope everybody is having a great week. To give an update on what's going on in my life- I'm still keeping God first as everyone else should be doing as, well. I have moved away from my home to help others in another area. Thank Goodness! It so happens to be my sister. And I can say God is good. Do I feel better mentally? Some days are better than others. It's really to be expected in the line of work that I do ministering and being in the world, as I am. But yes it takes a toll that unfortunately can't be avoided unlike like taking a backstreet while driving, huh? Not if you want to help, really help others and self that is.

You know I could be so disappointed in my life, at my life, especially if I look at others I could definitely be mad at God because I hold a Christian status as clean and good as I can be, yet others seem to have it all, but is it really like that? I have talked about in the past post that society's norm is what's the "thing to be" but stepping away from that idea, just being without conscious is more the want sometimes of a Christian that a Christian doesn't seem to have, like others do. We HAVE to always constantly and consistently choose the "hard" road and less luxury pickings, if you will. And Jesus speaks about this quite a bit that you can read up on, as this post is merely my mind at work, free handed, written with two thumbs at the moment; but anywho, it can be such a weight; and before, I wondered if there was really such worth of it and any other doubt that sank into me trying to keep hold like a fisherman dropping his anchor only to get caught on a rock at the bottom of the sea refusing to let go......Well it's safe to say rocks happens far less the more experience I gain in getting to the Kingdom of Heaven right here on Earth.

This post is I guess for another in my situation to understand.

I hope all can understand this much- such a magnificent insight and experience in this life is worth it, no matter what.

-with love,

Eden