Waiting for Jesus

Good afternoon, I know the world is out of control, we have to hang on and fight the good fight. The corrupt and evil is in charge now and we have to trust that God has a plan. All things have to take place in the time of tribulation. I myself am suffering and have to keep God first. Everyone else do the same. Do not do anything stupid or what God would not want. Some of us are being tested. Maybe all of us though maybe not as I claim to understand all of Revelation. But here is the verse none the less. "Do not fear what you are about to suffer. Behold, the devil is about to cast some of you into prison, so that you will be tested, and you will have tribulation for ten days". Revelation 2:10. (10 days I guess means a short time frame/not literal)

Do not be apart of being a user nation with a user mentality. You have to keep God first. The country is being ran by users, users that take, abuse, steal, kill, rape. They believe the law does not apply to them, yet want others to keep the law. That is who is in charge right now. John 10:10:

"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full".

We have to understand it is never ok to steal, I have stolen in the past when I was on drugs and I was doing for no reason, as in l, I wasn't trying to "take" from someone for selfish reasons. I don't excuse my behavior I also stole from my father one time, as I had deep rooted pain from him and was lashing out. So maybe I was trying to "destroy" in that sense of hurting him. But when I was stealing when I was on drugs I did it not as a thief but as a lost soul. I believe there is a difference because I would never steal from anyone in my heart. (This might not make sense). Either way I am glad Jesus saved me, I am not all the way functioning though because I have doubt in my mind that I know is placed there by the devil and I have to overcome it like Jesus has.

This post ended up being a confession session I see. I'm ok with that. I pray everyone stays strong and trust Jesus will come back and if you have to deal with difficulty don't lose hope. God left hope, faith and love in the world for times like these, I presume. 1 Corinthians 13:13: "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love".

***** I feel like I am one of the most waiting for Jesus to return and although I denied Jesus before I pray he forgives me and saves me from my suffering as it is nearly unbearable and would be without God.

*** If you have to suffer and go through things do not blame God or hate God you have to accept it and learn from it and gain a white robe. (Be cleansed and renewed)

** I still have doubts that I am even a saved soul. might be a horrible person so I am not perfect and if you are reading my post don't think I have it all figured out.

Love you all God first.